Chris left on friday and we have no idea how long its going to be, before he gets to come home again. At times I feel like I am a married widow the way the company sends him away. I know that there are a million people out there that deal with their loved ones being gone for longer periods of time. I cant say that I know how they feel because its different for everyone. There are times that I thrive while he is gone. Getting a tone of stuff done and taking care of the house and animals and myself. This time around I am sick and wish he was here lol. Sound like a big baby? Yeah just a little bit lol.
I am so excited about what is going to happen this year for chris and I. Being able to become debt free, buy our first home and whatever else comes our way. Its the most exciting thing that I can think of. I have been looking for furniture and wall paint and thinking about where I want things and what kinds of floors I want and so on. Its exciting. I make a list of everything that I like and chris and I sit down together and go over it along with the list that he has made and we come to agreements on everything that we both want in the house. I love love love that we can do this together. That we can make these decisions as a couple and be happy with what we have come out with. I have dated other people, but this is the first time that I found somebody who likes the same things that I do and has almost the same sense of design and colors that I do. I love him more then I can put into words and truly miss him very very much. On the positive side right now he is able to spend time with his parents for at least two days. Maybe more.
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