June

Well here we are half way through June and I was hoping that I would be done with treatments and either going through surgery or trying to figure out what was next on the agenda. Now with the new treatments it will be August before I know for sure what is going to happen.

For the last couple of days I have felt pretty bad. Been dealing with headaches and feeling just plain blah. I have not been sleeping well and just want to feel better and be on a level playing field. It just seems like here lately no matter what we do nothing wants to go right. I am trying to be positive about everything and keep my head up. Its hard to do when you think that something needs to happen right now and thats not how life works. So I am trying to learn how to just let things go and go with the flow. Not the easiest thing to do but i am trying.

Things on the home front are good. Chris was home for his 6 days and ended up working 4 out of 6 so that was a little tough. He is now back in North Dakota and is ready to be here for good and not up there. We are still working on getting things going for the house. We are very excited about it. The dogs are still split up which is killing all of us. My truck still isnt fixed but theres nothing that I can do about that, so there again trying to go with the flow. Kelsey and I are still looking for jobs. Its hard when you dont feel good but you have to do what you have to do to survive.

I cant wait for the day when all of this is behind us and I can get up each morning and not have the stress of how we are going to make it through the week with a roof over our heads and food in the kitchen. Hoping that day comes sooner rather then later.