Feb and love is in the air

Things have been such an up and down battle the last three weeks. Between the transmission going out in my truck, the animals driving me crazy and Chris being gone all the time. Stressful!! I have really felt like I was going to snap. Want/needed a break from everyday life. To my surprise my Knight and Shinning Armor (that would be Chris) rides in on his Horse and saves the day. He has planned a weekend away. Just the two of us :) I am so excited to be able to get out of town, with no worries, no stress and one on one time with my husband for valentines day. Its so exciting to be able to go and doing things together that we have not been able to do since we got married. We have come so far and accomplished so much over the last couple of years, months and days. I fall in love with him more and more each day. Knowing that he is supporting me in everything that I do makes it so much better. No how many times I screw up hes right there picking me up and holding my hand.

Chris has planned a full day at the spa for me on Saturday :) I cant wait to relax and be pampered :). This is something that he has talked about doing for years and we have not been able to afford it. He is excited to be able to this for me and cant stop grinning from ear to ear when we talk about this weekend. In the six years that we have been together we haven't had the chance to spend time together like this since our honeymoon in Steam boat springs. I am sooo excited I feel like I am going to explode.

 This weekend has brought up thoughts and talks about our anniversary and what we want to do for it. I have been loving the fact that we are talking about our future and working towards it one step at a time. Its such an amazing thing to combine two lives into one and know that its going to last for as long as it can. To me its like the first couple of years where our "dating" years, even though we were married. It was like we knew what we wanted but we weren't ready to take the steps forward to get to where we wanted to go. The last couple of years we have been working forward to the dreams that we have. Doing what it takes to make those dreams come true, working with each other instead of against each other.

Looking back on where we were 6 years ago almost seven years ago compared to where we are today blows me away. We have worked so hard to get to where we are. We have gone through so much and have conquered so much to get to where we are today. We have grown up, grown apart, grown back together and have finally found where we fit together. Its like falling in love all over again. When you find that spot with the person that you love it changes the dynamic of your lives together and everything that is going on in it.

I want to say thank you to Tiffany Deats! She is taking care of our animals and our house for us while we are enjoying ourselves this weekend! Thank you for being a great friend and helping us out this way!!!

With that being said Brittney Deats has been an amazing friend as well. Thank you sweetie for supporting me and being there for me, even when I am embarrassed of myself and dont want to admit that I have failed at something. You girls keep me going and I love both of you very much! I am so thankful to have such great friends and cant wait to build new relationships and make ours stronger!


I hope that everyone has a great weekend and a fantastic valentines day!!!